I think one of the hardest thing about being a single parent is doing everything by myself, and trying to make up for all the years we lived in so much disfunction. My kids deal with alot of anger towards their father, and at times i to share that anger. But thank God we belong to such an awesome church, and are able to have wonderful fellowship with other believers. If it wasent for the word of God I would have fallen apart a long time ago. I have wanted many of times to quit and run away, to where i dont know anywhere at the time, but i knew I had these 4 beautiful gifts God had given me and I couldnt stop, their lives depend on me making the right choices, no matter how hard.So I just keep on pushing through, and I know God will get me where I need to be.
